Tardiness or Attitude?

It's been a while since I lat updated my blog. Now here I am writing words that my fingertips will key in on my keyboard. This will be my first blog for the month of September.
Right at this moment, I am supposed to be at the office, working. But obviously, I am absent. I let go of a day's pay. One person told me not to waste the opportunity and the time that I have work, I should be maximizing all the opportunities in front of me. But I don't know, I cannot really tell why am I feeling this way. I should be inspired to go to work every night. I don't know if this is tardiness or attitude.
Well, I do hope one day, I will realize that I should really be thankful of what I have right now and don't be bothered by the things that I don't have. It seems like, I'm just not being contented in what I do have right now.

>> to be continued >>...